Why is it so hard to change? You want to, you know you have to, you pray to. But it doesn't just happen like that, like with a click of the mouse, a touch of the remote control, a flick of the switch. Especially if you are hot headed, quick-tempered, over- sensitive, self righteous and judgemental,...it goes on...and on...
Things just get worse if you live in a city full of bad and inconsiderate drivers!
I pray all the time ( God knows what if I didn't) and try really hard (apparently not enough) but I kept going back to this place where I explode. I don't know if I'm getting worse or better or the same. Lord, help me. Bless me with self control, patience, humility, loving kindness, forgiveness and most of all, wisdom. I want to change, I want to be a cool and calm person. I ask in the preciouus name of Jesus, Amen!
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